Secret

  Everyone will have their own secret, maybe not much but there must be at least one. What i want to discuss is how seriously should you take when a person or your friend say that is a secret, or keep it as secret?

  Things happened months ago, and i did ask to keep it as secret. Maybe that time when i say that it seems i am joking, but the sentence "Keep it as secret" did come out from my mouth, so what should you deal with it? Take it seriously or think maybe he just joking?

  That time when i know you share it with some of those friends that both of us know, i might be alright with it. But as i stated in my first law, no people will have the same feeling for the same thing after time pass, even just one second. Mean i might think back at night and think that you should not did that to me?

  No mood to write more now, hand pain cuz of playing cards. Sayonara and oyasuminasai.

2010/2011

  2010 pass with mostly black and white, plus some color [Remember, SOME..]. What i have done in the past few months?

1. I might made my group member's project get a low mark
2. I might made some friend hates me
3. I might spend too much on many things
4. I become more emo
5. I think too much, much more than last 2 years
6. and etc... mostly not a good one [when you see this mean i am emo again?]

  I just came back from my 3 months "engineering internship", i have a very good experience from there, not bout my electronic field, but "Philosophy of Life", sounds perasan, haha. Dun ever wanna think back or talk back bout the working experience if you ask me, but if from what i learnt, i might tell.

  2011 resolution, after motivated by one friend, here it is, my updated blog post. First thing come into my mind is:"What is resolution?" Resolution, for me is those pixel kind of thingy when you want to buy printer, like dots per pixel, or your screen resolution. So 2011 resolution mean what is my pixel in 2011? I presume resolution have another feeling, which is something like what i wish to do in 2011. So here goes again:

1. Learn my Japanese, nihon-go wo benkyou shimasu
2. Learn how to become a human. Not joking, human nowadays not behave like human...TRUE.
3. Continue my story for my game
4. Learn better in my academic
5. Score better in my academic
6. Join more activities [only activity i like]
7. and etc [all those good thing lo...]
8. oh yeah, and sing K, watch movie and etc, but let me count my budget first.

  Lastly, is kinda late, Happy New Year.

So suddenly...

  So suddenly, i am here again. Does not feel like want to take a nap, so i online a while and suddenly i found one thing, get some weird feeling again.

  I will not state what problem is that, since as my labels stated, is kind of personal. What i want to say is, please be fair to me. I understand what you all worry and i am worrying bout the same thing as well, thus i will not give any comment about what ever decision you have made, but let me make something clear out here:

1. Is always some people job when they already decide one thing, and they are the one who suppose to find the answer for it. He or she can actually make the answer without any further discussion with others, since is his or her own business. But for this case, i agree that he discuss with people.
2. Why i am always the one who get ignored? Not because of i never join the discussion, but think back the very first time when we meet? I am the one responsible for all the decision from my friends, but actually it should not happened like that. Maybe you are the one who got contributions to reach the place first and etc, but dont you think it is hard for me to break my promise just because a discussion that you all have made without letting me know?
3. Eveytime when i think a solution for the same problem occurs, you all will reject it. May i know why? Mean my solution is not a solution? Your solution is the one to be followed? i already break the promise at the first time, and maybe many times as well due to the unstandardize [dono how to spell] system that you all made.
4. Last but not least, i still remember what happened at the first time. Honestly i am not angry or mad about it, since many years has passed. But, do pay attention to my solution sometimes. Don't ever judge a people that you and I not so close to, just by looking at the physical site.