Friend or Alone?

  What do you think about friends? What is it? There is a statement or maybe a funny quote which translate from Mandrin- A friend is for betrayed. Remember those times in secondary, my parents always ask me make more friends, no matter guys or girls. And the weird thing is I can only mix with girls (One of the reason why those guys still think i am a GAY! Shut up...). Then i started to realize that:"Oh, got a lot of friends is not that bad, quite happy sometimes."

  Things change slowly by slowly after I enter U. Maybe i am too sensitive like what i wrote in here for many times, but sometimes "she" is not very happy with it especially those that related to me and friends. No doubt, argue again but who will win? There is nothing wrong with what we said, no right no wrong maybe. When I have make more friends, it seems like the equation- "Friend = Friend" is not true.

  I know now some of those who visit this blog is my U friends due to the linking in their blog, but please don't get misunderstood with what i write here. Is not mean you all, but some of my friend and don't ask why and who(which is the purpose i write this blog, privacy) Sometimes they just make me dissapointed enough. My friend in MSN ask:"Hey, got any best friend now?"
Guess what i answer? No.

  Sad case right? Then he ask again:"Then good friend got already lo?" Sad case again, nope. For me, what is best friend also i dono, even good friend also i blur. Looks like what my NS friend ask is correct."How you maintain you relationship? " And looks like I am the most sad case. But luckily i still got some friends(who read this blog, maybe is one of you...hahaha) which make me think at least they are still consider friends for me.

  So what should I choose? Friend which "she" and I will get hurt? Or maybe just alone, two of us with "him" which will come back at any times?

In the season of miss and memory, what I wanna tell you is
you are my best friends in my life... Which propably wont
happened to me. Sad case.

How happy are they? How happy was two of us without
friends that betray us? Maybe we will never meet
without those friend also...

PS:Dont ask anything, leave comment can, hahaha....