NO!

  No! Is this very familiar to you? Maybe when you say:"Will you marry me?" you will get "No" or maybe you will get "No" when you trying to get some people help. It's seems very easy to say "No" for others but not for me. Everyday i cannot speak out the word "No" no matter i like it or hate it, I just can't speak it out.

  One of my friend in secondary even teach me how to say "No" and it seems that what he say is quite true but i am still not able to say "No". Many people ask for my help no matter in what problems, from small to big even those very small thing. Maybe they really appreaciate what i can do and want me to do it for them but honestly, I think too much again and i assume they just wanna use me to help them did something that they don't feel like to do it. Can't blame me since we as human love to assume no matter in what thing...

  One of my friend want to sell a thing and my lovely housemate would like to have it. They ask me am i "on" or not but i am thinking. Is not like i will use it always but i will use it for sure if i have to stay here for more than 7 days. The thing now is it won't happened frequently that i will need to stay here. So should i "On" or "No"? Can somebody give me some opinion?

  I know it is very funny to ask thing here in blog but what can i do? I am really weak in decide something especially when realated to money. Yup, money cause everything. my mother also ask me to decide myself but what should i pick? Hundreds not too small and not too big, is still is an amount of money which i can use in others things, propably.

Say NO to YES ?!

When i will have the determination to write out like him?

When i will able to do like it?