Volcano erupting?

  I know maybe i am thinking too much again, but this time hope my temper wont erupt. I know it is nothing to you all and you all might think:"Just want it as a 'sumthing' ma...". I still need you guys as part of me, but this not mean that I will obey what you all say. Remember my rules? I wont change myself just to be a friend with you all, dont test my temper and this is really a warning!

  Maybe some of you will confuse and this mean that you all still not close with me and dono what i feel. You all will say why dont just say it out but type in this blog since maybe no people will come and see it also. If can say i already say it out and there is a reason I dun wanna say, i am thinking of sumthing, scaring of missing sumthing. You guys not me and wont understand what is my situation. Remember that talk is always easy than act. Some more, i am such a coward person and i always considering too much before act, thats why they say i think too much.

  Besides, be responsible a bit la. I am kind and i am not writing down here to make you all praise me, I am not here to promote myself but all already know that. I am kind not mean you can bully me. You all always find me to get this get that and even wont stop although i already give some hints that i dun like it. I am kind but not as a sponser.

Last warning: Dont mess with me until I become a person that you totally cannot recognize me! Is True and this is really wanna explode me if it continue.

Is it nice to have a view like this once a while?

Dont hope to see this in my life.