I will not state what problem is that, since as my labels stated, is kind of personal. What i want to say is, please be fair to me. I understand what you all worry and i am worrying bout the same thing as well, thus i will not give any comment about what ever decision you have made, but let me make something clear out here:
- Is always some people job when they already decide one thing, and they are the one who suppose to find the answer for it. He or she can actually make the answer without any further discussion with others, since is his or her own business. But for this case, i agree that he discuss with people.
- Why i am always the one who get ignored? Not because of i never join the discussion, but think back the very first time when we meet? I am the one responsible for all the decision from my friends, but actually it should not happened like that. Maybe you are the one who got contributions to reach the place first and etc, but dont you think it is hard for me to break my promise just because a discussion that you all have made without letting me know?
- Eveytime when i think a solution for the same problem occurs, you all will reject it. May i know why? Mean my solution is not a solution? Your solution is the one to be followed? i already break the promise at the first time, and maybe many times as well due to the unstandardize [dono how to spell] system that you all made.
- Last but not least, i still remember what happened at the first time. Honestly i am not angry or mad about it, since many years has passed. But, do pay attention to my solution sometimes. Don't ever judge a people that you and I not so close to, just by looking at the physical site.